Setting New Goals; Shifting Gears; Moving Forward
Over the past year, I’ve become aware of a feeling of unrest within myself. I love my life, my career and my family. But I know myself well enough to know that I am happiest when I have new challenges and have specific goals that stretch me. With the beginning of a new academic year approaching, I’ve been considering what new goals I can set that will satisfy my need to be moving forward in my life achievements.
Over the past few years, my goals have involved succeeding in a new position at ZSR Library, writing a 3rd edition of my book, competing in long distance triathlon racing, and developing new skills as an amateur photographer. I have managed to meet those goals at a level that tells me it’s time to set some new ones.
Changes at work have affected my assessment of where I’d like to head: we became library faculty a year ago and that created new professional expectations, both internal and external. I am now more aware of the credentials that most faculty bring to the table and realize that having the “right” degree makes a difference in how you are accepted in professional dealings on campus. I know it shouldn’t make a difference if a library faculty “terminal degree” is at the Masters level, but I’ve heard too many comments that confirm that a PhD is a baseline degree to be accepted as a colleague. So I’ve decided to take the plunge and attempt to enter a doctoral program in higher education at UNCG. For now, I’ve signed up to take an initial class while I work through the application process. I’ve started studying for the GRE (my scores expired 13 years ago!). I tell myself that I am doing this for myself, not for any other benefits it could bring!
I am not yet to the point where I am ready to admit that I’ve reached the apex of my professional career. I want to take one more step up and become a director/dean of a library. To that end, my dean is giving me fantastic support through mentoring and providing me with multiple opportunities for experiences that will enhance my skill set: grant administration, leadership on special projects, positions on University committees and support to attend a year-long WFU Career Development for Women Leaders Program. I think that working towards a Phd will strengthen this goal for me.
My fitness has been an important daily focus for over 10 years. I’ve learned that I do love to compete athletically even though I am strictly an “age-grouper.” I had a secret goal of one day competing in a full ironman, but my ongoing issues with plantar fasciitis really slowed me down. Now I find that I don’t really desire to commit the time that is required to properly train for the long distance races (70.3 half ironman events). I’ve proven to myself that I can do them (having completed 5 and a half-still not over the race where I crashed!). So, this summer I’ve been reassessing my fitness goals and am working with my personal trainer, Jill Coleman, to come up with a new workout that involves higher intensity workouts for shorter times. She and her husband, Jade Teta, have become very prominent in developing the concept of Metabolic Effect training and I am ready to give it a go. Particularly since I am starting back to school, I think that this will allow me to stay fit but open up more time for studying and home-front activities!
I hope to be able to maintain a decent work/study/life balance. I want to continue to improve my photography skills. My family life with my husband, children and granddaughter are very important to me. They always have been my biggest supporters, so I predict they will be key in helping me meet my new life goals. Wish me luck!





















